went out the whole day yesterday.
woke up at 9+ and went to some immigration place to renew my passport.
went bugis later on.
shop like hell.
from bugis shopped until chinatown then little india.
last station was at hougang mall.
bought A pair of pump. while mom bought THREE pairs of shoes in total. 1 pump like shoes and 2 heels. and she claims that I BOUGHT ALOT. justice?!?!?!!?
and she even bought a handbag.
while i finally got my brother his present:D:D:D
mom bought dad a sweater. and dad was grumbling that he prefer something with ZIP. cos he is too lazy to wear it like a shirt. haiz... i guess he is the one who needs to learn how to be contented instead of me.

still worrying over my subject combi.
C1a, B4 and B2 SHOULD be my choice.
i really don't know.
i am afraid if i gave up my place in Triple science, i will regret it forever.
part of me want to take double science because it would not be so stressful. so i chose C1a
but part of me want to take triple science because since i am offered a chance, then why gave up? and i am still unsure about whether i should really take elit. i mean, seriously, my geog is like, 82%, but my elit is only some lousy 76%, i will really be insane if i choose elit right? RIGHT?
but i still want to choose elit, and gave up something that is actually MY INTEREST and I AM GOOD AT IT, and I WANT TO TAKE GEOG SINCE I AM BORN. what the hell is wrong with me?
i seriously don't know.
i got the very bad feeling that i will flunk lit like hell if i chose C1a.
but i know i will become A BLOODY NO LIFE MUGGER if i take B4 which apparently, triple sci is already a big stab at my adomen, with social studies which consist of SOURCE BASED AND I CAN ONLY GET THE PROVENANCE RIGHT is the stab to my lungs, and the fatal stab to my heart will be pure geog.
CAN YOU SEE WHERE IT IS ALL HEADING NOW? AND WHY I AM ACTUALLY SO CONFUSED AND INDECISIVE FOR THE FIRST TIME???
I AM GOING TO DIE OF SUFOCATION SOON IF THIS CONTINUES.
MY HEAD IS SPINNING AND MY HEART IS PUMPING 600 TIMES A SECOND.
I WILL GO CRAZY AT THIS RATE.
:( :( :(
gonna celebrate bro's birthday le...
i am totally not in the mood to.
can someone save me?!?!?!?!?!?
my blood vessels are going to burst...
i am so so dead :(

weiting said her piece at5:05 PM