not feeling too good at the moment. trying to figure out what exactly went wrong. slightest things can make me smile. i meant. slightest things USED TO be able to make me smile. perhaps sometimes emotions are just not within your control. And i should think that this always play a part in my life. ever since sec three, i had recurring feelings like this. after the experience, i will be a changed person. dont asked me how, dont asked me why. you can call it maturing or whatever you want. i am unsure of it myself.

maybe thats why adults behave differently from children, because things around you changes you. while you learn to adapt, you learn the reality at the same time.

as much as i hate this type of feeling i am having now, i suppose it will do me good.

lessons as usual are just happening and crazy. just dont pay attention and i guess miss poore was quite pissed. BUT HELLO! WE WERE TRYING TO FIXED THE CALCULATOR! whatever it is. binomial theorm is quite boring anyway.

took photos today. i finally figure out why i like to take photographs.
maybe is just self deluding. because photographs can hide one's emotions. just smile at the moment the camera shutter goes "click!" and the happiness will be captured forever. or i should say the seemingly happiness. while others look at the photos, all the can see will be the skin deep happiness. and never ever the real emotions bury deep inside. thats the wonder of photos. or the facade of it.

and i guess looking at photos do lift my mood(: because at least i am smiling.

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weiting said her piece at10:48 PM