went science center today :D
though i was pretty much dreading it, it was not that bad after all.
i must say the workshop is freaking boring
i mean, why would we need to examine others fingerprints in agarose =.=

grouped with chaibaby, lynette and boonnn :D
hehe
ms clarissa, our coach, totally hate us la.
i mean is freaking obvious from the way she acts
but yea, who cares.
we are not seeing her again :D

lunch was horrible.
went for mini camwhore session cos we expected the super long long queues.
and we were right.
we totally queued for dunno how long at macs =.=
and we didnt get to order our food because there were people cutting queues
those foreigners. no pun intended here.
there were pratically taking mass order and cutting queues
maybe back in their country,
there isnt such basic etiquette known as "first come first serve"
so chaibaby was calling them QUEUE CUTTERS
and we modify it to be, CUCUMBERS :D
which is sort of a cute name(:

after the workshop ended,
the feedback form we gave her was horrible.
AHAHAHA. zomg. was totally a piece of junk :D
went macs for icecream after the major camwhoring
apparently, due to those cumcumbers,
the science center macs was out of icecream
went woodlands :D
since chaibaby live there(:
wanted to eat gelare D: and starbucks D:
but lynette the auntie wanted macs and her free drinks :D :D :D
hahahahahs(:

went library.
borrowed kite runner, nineteen mintues and be careful what you wish for
finally. i get to read romance novel.
i am totally deprived of them for 6 months.
lols :D
with these books, no more boring sleepless night :D
yay yay

insomia last night.
couldnt get to sleep.
too much weighing on me i guess
but after today,
i finally learnt how to let go.
put it in another way, perhaps i've really given up.
i still hope for the best for her
but in my own personal opinion, she is beyond cure.
well thats a little harsh
it took me a very long time to be able to admit that
maybe letting go will spare me of the suffering
i dunno.
i will give it all out to let her have a conscience again.
yes i will
but it takes two to tango
me alone will not help.
but i will always be there for her, if she really needs me...

on a brighter note,
i am booking people for different movies! :D
hehe.
shall spam moviesssssssssss

shopping trip tomorrow.
hopefully i will be able to get what i want(:
and i shall be back to the place where it holds the most memories for us.
i better keep my emotions in check D:

blehhh...
maybe i have not let go.
freakkk D:

bon voyage boon!
miss me in france :D
and chaibaby, if you see this, pass me those idiotic and retarded photos soon!!! :D