DEAR FRIENDS!!!! apologies the extremely lazy weiting is finally back to revive her blog. hoping hard to see a miracle.
holidays were really great. shopping, shopping and more shopping. outings, outings and more outings! had a really great time and really let my hair down. sec two life had been really hectic. but a memorable one. was feeling really lousy today. supposedly, i'm happy in the morning with the brand new start. and thankful that i've lived past that horrible incident for two years. anw, had a mini clique recess and just brought back fond memories. really upset and blame myself for not cherishing my friends. especially the fact that lorraine and clarissa are gone, just make things different. things happen so abruptly that i dont have a chance to react. that explains for my blue-ness today. 3 hope... 2 diligence... i would seriously prefer the latter one.
speaking of abruptness, dad almost died. ALMOST. *touchwood* and bro almost lost his foot if not for his agileness.
27november. went IKEA to buy bro's study table. load that onto my dad's car. when we got home, while dad and bro tried to unload the table, it accidentally pushed the gear to moving mode. so well the car started moving and the tyre went over bro's foot. thankgoodness he's okay, bt dad wasnt that lucky. half of his body was in the car, while the other was outside. he was drag on the ground while the car went up the kerb. thank god for our helpful neighbours who manage to stop the car in time so that it didnt go right into the childcare center. dad's pants was torn and he bled but thankfully, he saved his leg, and most importantly, his life. trauma forever.
countdown was fun with cousins and sebas girlfriend. shes nice(: but i hope she feels comfortable with us. she's quite shy though. hope that we can have more time to bond in the future! so well, lifwe without parents can be great with freedom! muahuahua. so the eight of us just went for some countdowning. dash across the road like its ouor grandfather's. hhahas the cars are horning like mad. (who cares?!) hahahs. went for late night movie and almost laughed till i died. out of breath. so well, another trauma. after countdown, we tried to go up to the mall and there isnt any signs to indicate that its close. upon seeing hundreds going up the escalator, we went up too to experience the last trauma of 2008. went up the escalator and went you reached the top, you'll find yourself squeezing and about to fall off because its so jammed up. luckily bro pulled me to one side and i was sort of unhurt. but not that lucky for the tolddler in the pram. the moment she reached the storey, it was so packed that no one can move but the stupid escalator is still moving adding more density. so well, people on the escalator are falling off. the girl fell off the pram, on the ground, on the moving escalator, and people still continue moving on and squeezing. so well they stepped on the girl and stuff and everyone falling off so there are screams, cries, and shouts EVERYWHERE. at that split moment, i thought the girl died. seriously the commotions sounds excatly like a life's lost or smth. one word chaotic. haiz. anyway. reached home at 4am+++??? woke up the next day to slacked around and enjoying my last holiday :D
so well, my first 2009 resolution is to finish my geog graded. which by now, its half done. i'm sucha bad girl. shit lurh. so stress now lar!!!! what the shit.
sec three stress creeping on me and freaking me out. actions speaks louder than words. so well, even though tayweiting swear that she will work hard for Os, she hasnt done anything by now to help her get closer to her target.
looking forward the chinese new year. more of looking forward to meeting my cousins. we always have such great time together. just like cliquEIGHT. laugh and joke about anything under the sun.
i just need to learn to let go. let go of 2 diligence. accept 3 hope.
i feel so empty typing this.
as if i've lost everything.
