i am having FLUCTUATING MOODS
which actually sort of means i am PMS, but this time round i hope IT come as soon as possible. i don't want it to be on my sleepover days at my cousins' house or i'll just kill myself. so yeah, please, i beg you hurry come. although i am pretty confident that it is gonna be on that day. SHIT.

yesterday morning and noon was pretty emo. FOR NOTHING. hmmm... and today morning when i woke up, i was like "today is going to be a beautiful day! i love myself" and i stared into the mirror and start laughing. something wrong with my brain stems. slept at 3+ almost everyday. having insomia. like diana. shall do some excercises today in order to help me feel lethargic and sleep early. gotta wake up early for school tomorrow. haiz... school days are fun minus waking up early. and exams. i'm getting used to the tests so well, just say whatever to them.

farewell presents are giving me a huge headache. so yeah, search for your name below... if you see yours, congrats, you MAY BE getting something from me!!! haahhas. MAY BE only... :D:D:D

lorraine told me she's writing farewell letters yesterday, i almost died. haven't even started. total shit. 7 letters and 7 gifts.

lorraine's gift planned. but hers gonna take forever. wonder if i can get it done in time.

lydia's is easy!!! and probably her letter can drag till next year since we'll still be in same school.

jeanette's letter can pass her next year too. if i can't get it in time. we'll be in same class:D:D:D

Qiaoer's present gonna be easy. cos she's so nice and will like anything you give her:D:D:D but she has everything. SHIT. gonna be difficult.

diana... ACKKK!!! what she want??? hmm... girly stuff wont work... gonna rack my brain for her. just get her toilet rolls and vinegar and ask her make her own creptex. HAAHAHS. but still, must get something nice for her. HEY! she's my brother for the whole year leh... and my buisness partner. not to mention my St john...

tjong is gonna be difficult too... hmmm. but i think she quite easy going. so yeah, problem SOLVED!!! maybe can get her a pet vulture. hahas.

clarissa... DIE. she is so rich and has everything in the world. she doesn't need anything and whatsoever. what can you get for a person like her??? erm, a ping pong ball??? oh please... shoot me. clarissa's gonna be the one causing me the most headache.

ackk!!! hate farewell gifts.

may have to get something for grace (leung) too... she is such a nice girl. :D:D:D

oh, and yanlin maybe. provided that i have the time. SHIT. THAT REMINDS ME. YANLIN'S BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONTH... ACKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

oh, and gotta buy something for my godchild's mama too. she is such a dear. and my bestie for two years.

and maybe something nice for yuenping to cheer her up. since she is pretty emo...

i think in the end i'm the one who is gonna be broke and emo. what do you think??? huh???

better start farewell letters soon.

or cliquEIGHT gonna stab me.

oh. must bring thumbdrive. or they are all gonna murder me tomorrow.

REMEMBER!!!!

weiting said her piece at2:25 PM