i suppose one cant really control your mood.
feeling emo all of a sudden
like really emo to max. compared to my previous post, you will think i have split personality.
it will be like two different person posting.
and in one hour, my mood changed so much.
what the damn problem is wrong with me.
dear friend reading this, have you ever wonder what is the meaning of life?
no matter how much fun you have, or how much you work hard for somthing,
you will just die in the end.
any idea why we live for?
No. i dont have a single idea why we live for.
i tell myself to stay strong. not to have any tears.
i failed.
i just want to cry all my problems out. everything.
and pray hard that tomorrow will be a better day.
i want to overcome all this. but can i?
all i wished for is very simple, just a happy day, with happy family
and best friends that will stay with me for life.
is that too much to ask for?
i want to cry and scream.
i hate my life. it sux.
i pray for happiness, and for someone who really understand me to reach out into this deep hole i am in.
to save me. save me from misery...

weiting said her piece at4:40 PM